Waking up on the wee hour of the morning, I stared right towards the ceiling of my room. Wondering my next direction, destination, vision, mission…Today is the day, the day where many of us are eagerly anticipating.
Yet, I held my nerve, calming down myself, brushing aside the nervy that flowing through the vein of my body.
I woke up, without knowing the timing, checking out messages, updating Facebook, but deep inside, I know that I wasn’t concentrating on all this. The fact is that, I’m pretty nervous right now, as my result for the 3rd biggest test in my life will be announced in a mere 5 hours time.
How couldn’t I? Afterall, I had been working my ass off to achieve the glory, to taste the fruiting of my effort. 5 years of studying, I wouldn’t want to throw all this into waste, I need something materialistic, I need prove, evidence, to certify that indeed, every single drop of my sweat is being treasured, appreciated.
Screw you, I didn’t take that many subjects!
Though as much as I’d like to calm down myself, I can’t help but to feel butterfly and goosebumps inside my stomach (figuratively), maybe I just need a breakfast to feed the butterfly and goose inside now…
Perhaps, perhaps, I will end up as a winner in a few hours time, or maybe a loser(most likely). :p
Wish me luck.
